Where to start

Here I am of 24
In a city that I do not know
I struggle to make ends meet and
find the place where I belong.
When people ask me why I move
it wasn’t for work
it was just to do
Now I am here and I can’t believe it.
I don’t want to waste time not being where I want to be

I’ve spent so many hours restless and confused
now spending it on learning menus and prepping food

I wish I could make this all end and find peace with what I want to do
but that is the issue
i do not know where to begin